I think this whole blogging thing is a wonderful spot to admit something I've been struggling with for a long time, I've got nothing to hide.
I struggle with disgustingly bad insecurity.
I've never truly thought I was pretty, interesting, talented or worth anything at all.
What's worse is for years I've made myself believe a man could make it better.
I don't care how gorgeous or charming the guy is...they can't fix it.
But GOD can.
I started reading Beth Moore's book titled "So Long Insecurity, You've Been a Bad Friend to Us". It's AMAZING. God has shown me amazing things through this book, like the fact that the only person keeping me as a socially awkward freak was myself. I read this book and it hit me that most women have insecurity problems, it's not just me.
God is slowly healing my heart of all the damage I've done to it, whether it was throwing myself at a guy or killing myself with my nasty self esteem.
I'm not gonna live with it anymore, and God's gonna help me destroy all this insecurity crap.
