Yeah. I know I posted something about insecurity before.
But there's feelings that go DEEPER and grip STRONGER than any insecurities. It all stems from that of course, but there's much more uglier, darker forms of insecurity that most of us deal with.
Self HATRED
Self Pity
Addictions
EXTREME Worry
It's all there, and I needed to admit that to the world, letting people know and just saying it feel wonderful. I can't say it's all gonna go away because of this, but I can say that admittance comes before acceptance, and WAY before healing ever happens.
I've had to think about all these feelings...I won't go deeper than that, but when I have the chance people are gonna know about how fake I've been, how disgusting the monster inside of me is, and how God heals people. He HEALS them, completely. I'm not anywhere near healed yet, but I know that if anyone can get me there, God can.
So I have hope, hope that will NEVER fade. God has me in His hands, and He isn't going to let go.
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